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Top 40 Albums of the 00’s (#21-30)

#30: EL-P – I’ll Sleep When You’re Dead (2007)
 

Definitive Jux has in many ways helped to define the past ten years of hip hop underground with artists such as Aesop Rock, Mr. Lif, Cannibal Ox, RJD2, and many others. Def Jux founder El-P released his fourth album in 2007, I’ll Sleep When You’re Dead—a dark and gritty tapestry of urban industrial sounds.

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#29: Portishead – Third (2009)

 

Their first album in 12 years, Portishead’s Third returns to the sexy, sophisticated, and cinematic sound they’ve become so well known for, while trading their signature scratchy analog loops for an almost plasticine minimalism. Between this, a new album from Tricky, and the recent release from Massive Attack, it almost feels like the late 90′s all over again.

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#28: Mos Def – The Ecstatic (2009)

 

I have been a huge fan of Mos Def since his 1999 breakthrough debut Black on Both Sides, which has been a unique challenge over the past decade. Sure, Mos has quickly become one of my favorite film actors—he’s the only hip hop artist i can think of who has successfuly crossed over into acting without automatically becoming a shitty musician. I loved him in Brown Sugar and Be Kind Rewind, and I thought casting him as Ford Prefect in Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Universe was an unexpected revelation. But his albums over the past ten years have been hit-or-miss—while there were a few good tracks on True Magic and The New Danger, neither album measured up to the brilliance of Black on Both Sides. Which is why i am so in love with The Ecstatic. Infused with Latin, Afrobeat, and Bollywood influences, it is an album that sounds as global as it does personal, representing a welcome return to form while pushing his signature sound further into the future.

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#27: DJ Krush – Jaku (2004)
 

Here’s one of the things I love about hip hop: a music that was created by some of the most politcally and economically oppressed people in American history has matured into a legitimate global language, through which people of any race, nationality, or relgious creed can share their unique perspectives using poetry, rhythm, and sampled fragments of their own culture. Take, for example, DJ Krush—a Japanese DJ who does not speak a word of English, yet is internationally renowned as one of the most respected artists and producers in all of hip hop. Krush’s story is actually quite fascinating, as you can see from this wikipedia excerpt:

"Ishi was born in 1962 in Tokyo. Ishi dropped out of school at an early age and joined a local gang, and a few years later, the yakuza. Early into his career as a yakuza underling, Ishi discovered a severed finger wrapped in paper on his desk. Later, after discovering that it had belonged to his best friend, he decided to leave the yakuza and cut ties with the criminal underworld.

One day in the early 1980s, Ishi went to the movies with his girlfriend and saw the film Wild Style, the first hip hop motion picture directed by Charlie Ahearn. He quickly got the inspiration to become a hip hop musician, and made the firm decision to become a DJ. The day after seeing this movie, he headed to instrument shops looking for equipment. At this time the term “mixer” was unknown to most of Tokyo’s electronic store salesmen. After having a hard time buying the things he needed, Ishi started his career as one of the first hip hop artists in Japan."

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#26: Mike Patton – Peeping Tom (2007)
 

I was in 7th grade when I bought my very first cassette tape from the gas station at the end of my driveway. It was called The Real Thing by Faith No More. I had no idea at the time that I had just discovered an artist I would be pathologically infatuated with for decades to come: Mike Patton, vocalist for Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, Tomahawk, Lovage, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Fantomas, and a handful of other side projects. While his previous work may not be suitable for the more delicate cochleas of the world, this is probably his most accessible album yet, featuring some amazing collaborations with a wide range of artists including Massive Attack, Norah Jones, Dan the Automator, Amon Tobin, and Bebel Gilberto. “I don’t listen to the radio, but if I did, this is what I’d want it to sound like,” Patton says of the Peeping Tom album. “This is my version of pop music. In a way, this is an exercise for me: taking all these things I’ve learned over the years and putting them into a pop format.”

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#25: The Coup – Party Music (2001)
 

Take a look at the album cover above. This was not an album cover chosen in bad taste as a desparate way to get attention—believe it or not, this album was scheduled for release during the same week as 9/11. Obviously the release was postponed and the final artwork switched out at the last minute, but this morbid coincidence has become somewhat legendary in hip hop culture, setting an appropriately ominous tone for Boots Riley’s Marxist-influenced political rhymes and funk-infused beats.

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#24: The Roots – Game Theory
 

Long before Jimmy Fallon crowned them "The Best Band on Television" (which they are), The Roots had already earned the reputation as "The Best Band in Hip Hop". One of the things I love about just about any Roots album is how they straddle the line between hip hop and rock music, reminding me how few differences there really are between these two genres—both share the same general formula (see #37: The Black Keys), with one tending to put more emphasis upon melody, and the other upon rythym. But in the end, rock and roll and hip hop are more similar than they are different, distinct only in their basic aesthetic vectors—one rocking the horizontal, the other bumping all along the vertical. The Roots are one of the few bands who know how to do both.

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#23: Pigeon John – And the Summertime Pool Party(2004)
 

This is one of those albums that simply makes you feel good. What amazes me about this album is how it can be at once so joyful and so melancholy, a celebration of some of the more precious moments in life (Higher?!, Freaks Freaks, Brand New Day), while simultaneously mourning the ever-increasing weight of time that separates us from our most cherished memories (The Last Sunshine, Weight of the World, Growing Old).

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#32: Lateef and Chief Xcel – Maroons: Ambush (2009)
 

I have a bit of an obsession for Quannum, the San Francisco-based label that includes artists like DJ Shadow, Blackalicious, Lyrics Born, Lateef the Truthspeaker, The Lifesavas, Pigeon John, Apsci, Honeycut, and others. In fact, i would go so far as to say that the Quannum collective represents some of the most important hip hop ever made—not in terms of market saturation or even their influence upon the rest of hip hop culture (though fairly well known throughout the underground, they are still somewhat beneath the radar of the mainstream), but purely in terms of content. Few artists today make music that is so soulful, so intelligent, and so damn spiritual. Case in point: Ambush is the love child of Lateef the Truthspeaker (from Latyrx) and Chief Xcel (the DJ/Producer from Blackalicious), containing a nearly-perfect 40 minutes of some of the best hip hop made in the past decade.

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#21: Nine Inch Nails – Ghosts I-IV (2008)
 

Described by Trent Reznor as "a soundtrack for daydreams," 2008′s Ghosts I-IV (NIN’s first independent release since leaving Interscope) was a bit of a departure from the typical Nine Inch Nails sound, featuring almost two hours worth of darkly sublime instrumentals that slide through your consciousness and pull you into a sort of fever-dream reverie. "The rules were as follows," describes Trent: "10 weeks, no clear agenda, no overthinking, everything driven by impulse. Whatever happens during that time gets released as … something." He continues: "When we started working with the music, we would generally start with a sort of visual reference that we had imagined: a place, or a setting, or a situation. And then attempt to describe that with sound and texture and melody. And treat it, in a sense, as if it were a soundtrack." Ghosts I-IV is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution Non-Commercial Share Alike license, allowing anyone to use these tracks for any non-profit purpose, and there are rumors that Trent is currently recording a followup album, presumedly titled Ghosts V-VIII.

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Empty Spaces: Adventures in Beat Yoga

Well, my post-ISE high has spilled over into a bit of a creative obsession for the past week, the fruits of which i am so happy to share with you all!

Empty Spaces: an 80-minute musical meditation on silence, featuring Sally Kempton, Alan Watts, Alex Grey, and Ken Wilber.

This is what my Dark Night of the Soul sounds like.  I hope you enjoy.

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Duration: 80 minutes (192 MB)

 

 

TRACK LIST

IMPORTANT: By offering these songs for free in my dj mix, i am in no way suggesting that this be a replacement for purchasing these tracks yourself and adding to your own personal music libraries.  PLEASE SUPPORT THESE ARTISTS by purchasing any of the songs that you have enjoyed in the Empty Spaces mix.  For your convenience, most of these songs can be bought in iTunes by clicking the links below.

Bill Laswell - Sacred System, Chapter TwoThunupa – Bill Laswell
Experience the Nature of Thoughts – Sally Kempton
Material - Hallucination EngineMantra – Material
Within You Without You/Tomorrow Never Knows – The Beatles
To Know That You Are God – Alan Watts
Bhagavan Das - NowRaghupati – Bhagavan Das and Mike D.
Tomahawk - AnonymousGhost Dance – Tomahawk
Portishead - DummyRoads – Portishead
Aphex Twin - Selected=Weathered Stone – Aphex Twin
Integral Spiritual Experience Meditation – Sally Kempton
Peace Orchestra - Peace OrchestraWho Am I? – Peace Orchestra
Locomotion – Plastikman
Dark Night of the Soul – David Lynch and Danger Mouse
Pink Floyd - The WallEmpty Spaces – Pink Floyd
Banco de Gaia - Farewell FerengistanFarewell Ferengistan – Banco De Gaia
Underworld - Oblivion With BellsBest Mamgu Ever – Underworld
Everpresent – Ken Wilber (TSO)
Cujo - Adventures In FoamCat People – Cujo (Amon Tobin)
The Vast Expanse – Alex Grey
DJ Krush featuring Esthero - Stepping Stones - The Self-Remixed BestFinal Home (Piano Mix) – DJ Krush & Esthero
TV On the Radio - Dear ScienceDLZ – TV on the Radio
Radiohead - Kid ANational Anthem – Radiohead
UNKLE - Psyence FictionLonely Soul – U.N.K.L.E.
Complications of the Flesh – Nine Inch Nails
10 Ghosts II – Nine Inch Nails
Tosca - J.A.C.Sala – Tosca
The Ultimate Experiment – Ken Wilber
Massive Attack - Splitting the Atom - EPSplitting the Atom – Massive Attack
Saul Williams - The Inevitable Rise and Liberation of Niggy TardustBanged and Blown Through – Saul Williams
LCD Soundsystem - Sound of SilverGet Innocuous! – LCD Soundsystem
DJ Shadow - The Private PressBlood on the Motorway – DJ Shadow
Brian Wilson - SMiLEGood Vibrations – Brian Wilson

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Live at Dharmapalooza ’09

I had the honor of playing the Dharmapalooza 2009 afterparty this past weekend (11.14.09), taking the stage after a gorgeous music and spoken-word performance by Stuart Davis.  After driving through a nerve-racking snow storm from Denver to Boulder, and then realizing that there were only about 25-30 people at the studio, it initially did not seem like the night would go very well and i wondered if i should even bother setting up my equipment.  But it turned out to be one of the strongest sets i’ve ever played (mixing five decades’ worth of music into a tight 2.5 hour performance) and probably the most fun i’ve ever had playing (thanks to the beautiful hearts and minds shaking their beautiful asses to my noise.) 

Hell, i even got Jun Po Roshi and Stuart Davis to dance, which has to be one of my all-time greatest personal victories.

Here’s a few highlights from the evening.

(Thanks to Nomali Perera and Robert MacNaughton for the videos, and to Jason Digges for the photos.)

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The Climb: Part V

Note: This piece was originally written almost ten years ago.  Though my voice, my style, and my realization were still fairly immature, this piece is a celebration of one of the most sacred experiences of my life, and wanted to share with you all.

This is the fifth and final installment of an ongoing series. If you haven’t already, please begin with The Climb: Part I.

crazyhorsefaceWe step onto the massive stone body of the Sioux, what appeared to be the ruins of an age-old epic battle between titan and medusa. We sense a profound air of sacredness as our feet plant themselves on the monument—talk about standing on the shoulders of giants; they don’t get much more giant than this.

Looking up, his visage towers above us. It is indescribably massive—we had just seen Mt. Rushmore before coming here, being only a twenty minute drive away, and felt the obligatory awe and wonderment and pseudo-patriotism that comes along with seeing the forefathers staring off into the horizon.

“Wow, George, Abe, Tom, and the other guy—who is that again? Wow. Okay let’s go smoke a bowl.”

Mt. Rushmore was mildly impressive, though cliché had certainly eclipsed genuine admiration, like seeing Niagara Falls after watching Superman II a dozen times as a kid. But this—this is different. This is intense! It is overwhelming—his face is eighty-five feet tall, his immense proboscis looming forty feet above us, nostrils flared in proud defiance. It is absolutely breathtaking.

I stand there, wrapped in reverie as I attempt to internalize what is happening. I think of the whole escapade, the delicate precision of circumstance that placed us exactly where we are. I think of Aphex’s birth at the inception of the very idea to leave home, as well as her role in our decision to climb up here. I think of the randomness of deciding to move to Oregon, and how surprised I was that I had chosen Oregon—almost like throwing a dart at a map. I think of the tragic irony of Kate’s decision to stay behind, and how my transportation somehow manifested through her decision. I am most definitely in some sort of Kerouacian bardo realm, on the road in-between lifetimes, dying to myself while being born for the very first time. Read the rest of this entry

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The Climb: Part IV

Note: This piece was originally written almost ten years ago.  Though my voice, my style, and my realization were still fairly immature, this piece is a celebration of one of the most sacred experiences of my life, and wanted to share with you all.

This is the fourth installment. If you haven’t already, please begin with The Climb: Part I.

crazyhorse2Here we are, still as the petrified Sioux we are perched upon, waiting to see what will become of us. I look down to my companions. Sean is directly behind me, Nena (a squat Russian hippie girl who was accompanying our cross-country journey) a few yards behind him. We exchange exhilarated grins. None of us can believe we are where we are. I think of the absurdity of it all, sharing such an intimately pivotal and defining experience with people I hadn’t known before a few days ago.

It was another string of oddly threaded circumstance that brought us together to share this experience, commencing with Kate’s decision not to move to Oregon with me. In so many ways she had been the hinge of my decision—I would not have been able to make such a drastic decision alone. I was too accustomed to fear to do something so bold. But she had come to the conclusion that it would be in her (and my) best interest not to come with me. She broke my heart. I was hoping that, after nearly two years of unilateral desire, this would finally bring us together, forcing our two souls to merge in the crucible of a single big experience.

So when she withdrew, I felt a tremendous rug being pulled from beneath my feet. But this decision had already snowballed, having reached such a momentum that I really felt that if I allowed this to fall through, no one—including myself—would ever be able to take me seriously again. So I was going to do it alone, picking up my roots and transplanting them to the other side of the continent. I would wait to see what happens. This was going to be a challenge, to both my personal integrity as well as to my faith. Read the rest of this entry

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The Climb: Part III

Note: This piece was originally written almost ten years ago.  Though my voice, my style, and my realization were still fairly immature, this piece is a celebration of one of the most sacred experiences of my life, and wanted to share with you all.

This is the third installment. If you haven’t already, please begin with The Climb: Part I.

The Climb: Part III

It was quite literally because of Aphex the Cat that we were up here, perched on this mountain-sized monument carved deep in the Black Hills of South Dakota. She was, when it comes down to it, the one who made the decision to violate the clearly posted NO TRESSPASSING signs to become a little more acquainted with the famous Sioux’s massive effigy.

I had paid twenty dollars to see this monument, which I first became fascinated with while watching a documentary about its construction on the Discovery channel. It was a privately funded tribute to Crazy Horse, a massive statue carved from an entire mountain. I remember hearing that the United States had offered the family in charge of its construction however many millions of dollars it would require to finish the project within the next ten years. The family declined the offer, however, as they did not believe it was appropriate for the U.S. government to front money for a tribute to the Native Americans. Read the rest of this entry

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The Climb: Part II

Note: This piece was originally written almost ten years ago.  Though my voice, my style, and my realization were still fairly immature, this piece is a celebration of one of the most sacred experiences of my life, and wanted to share with you all.

This is the second installment. If you haven’t already, please begin with The Climb: Part I.


The Climb: Part II

TheBirthI begin to think of the incredible sequence of events that brought me to this very precarious point in time and space. I remember getting off the phone with Kate, a tall and freckled beauty with closely shaven copper-red hair and a long, slender, graceful body that belied her clumsy mannerisms. A newly un-closeted (and highly enthusiastic) lesbian, she was one of my very closest friends, and I had the terrible misfortune of being completely and hopelessly in love with her.

Exhilarated by our decision to abandon all we had known and move somewhere else, somewhere new, somewhere we had never been. When I got off the phone with Kate, I was anxious to immediately call someone else and share my excitement.  So I called my roommate Allison, a bulimic chef who I happened to be living with at the time in Boston—which itself was ridiculous, since she lived in the room directly next to mine and I could have just walked over or yelled through the wall if I wanted. But I called her anyway, and I told her everything. I told her how we made a drastic life decision to leave school, to do something new. We didn’t know what, and we didn’t know where—but it would really be something, and we were going to do it together! I told her all this, and she expressed her happiness, how wonderful this would be for us, how much we will grow because of this, how….

She suddenly interrupted herself. Read the rest of this entry

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The Climb: Part I

Note: This piece was originally written almost ten years ago.  Though my voice, my style, and my realization were still fairly immature (compared with the ever-so slightly less immature voice, style, and realization i now possess), this piece is a celebration of one of the most sacred experiences of my life, and wanted to share with you all.

The full piece is rather long, so i have decided to serialize it into five consecutive installments, which will be published here throughout the week.


The Climb: Part I

TheClimb“One day I will leave this world and dream myself to Reality…” Crazy Horse, 1874

We are surrounded.  On all sides, a horde of mechanical dinosaurs roar their thunderous roars, ricocheting chaotically off the rubble. The stone wall of the mountain reflects the noise in all directions, flooding our ears with liquid concrete, entombing us in sonic opacity. It is a symphony of white noise that shifts and undulates with each movement of the head. There is no way of telling where the industrial growl is coming from; it sounds like they are everywhere. As our paranoia approaches a boil, so does the intensity of our aspiration—we had come this far; there is no turning back now.

Where am I? I am somewhere in between dreams, surfing the turning page in between chapters. What am I doing? I am fleeing a former me, reaching for a deeper I, struggling to create myself anew, molding my self into something meaningful, something real. In a flash I had seen my own Face, and I yearned to chisel out some vague likeness within myself. Read the rest of this entry

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Responding to a previous post titled “Deconstructing Niggy: A Brief Exploration of Race and Hip Hop,” a friend asked me: “Why do you like to discuss race?  I’m curious about that more so than the race issues themselves—what’s your own background anyway?”

Here is my response.  Before you read it, you should know that i hereby acknowledge that a) i am white, b) i have been white my entire life, and c) i still carry a LOT of naivete around the subject of racism and oppression. That said, i think there are obviously a tremendous amount of cultural taboos that continue to cloud this subject, and i have always been a fan of trying to look at those spaces between us where most spend a lavish amount of time and energy trying not to see. I have largely grown up in the cultural vacuum of identity politics, in which you are not allowed to say anything about anyone else’s experience, culturally or personally, other than your own—and so i feel like i am sitting on the end of a particularly wobbly branch, completely unsure if the winds will knock me off.  But i guess this is an effort to cut through my own fear of personal expression, and probe a bit deeper into the sensitive wounds that continue to exist beneath our cultural scabs. Read the rest of this entry

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Yesterday Brad Warner posted a fairly scathing critique of Integral Life on his blog, Hardcore Zen, in which he lampoons some of the marketing copy we currently have on www.myilp.com, which is an advertisement for the still-thriving Integral Life Practice Kit. The title of his blog was The Funniest “Spiritual” Scam on the Internet, and what follows here is my own personal reaction to his comments. It should be noted that i am in no way looking for a debate, i am simply using my blog as a platform to express my own personal reaction, speaking as someone on “the inside” of Integral Life.

Okay: first let me get this out of the way.  Myilp.com is definitely not the funniest spiritual scam on the internet. This is: Help me help you help me ^_^

Now that i’ve made that clear, let me begin by pointing out where i actually agree with Brad’s critique, setting aside his snarky/smarmy tone and petty name-calling. I actually agree that the language on myilp.com is not the best overall representation for the ILP kit, which truly is an extraordinary long-term transformation technology when properly applied.  But we aren’t really talking about the integrity of the kit, we are talking about the integrity of the marketing pitch wrapped around it. And truth be told, i honestly don’t like marketing tactics like this representing our more significant products and services. Read the rest of this entry

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